13.7.06
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COWS GO MOO !
11:30 PM
Call me willful, I don't care.
I learnt something new about myself today. I hate it when people force me to say something when I'm obviously not in the mood. It's like they say something and expect a good answer. I realized the only times I give mighty unreasonable answers is when I'm in the unreasonable mood, or willfully stubborn headed, other times I answer for the sake of answering or just cant be bothered to think. And during these times I'm really very unresaonable. I'm shocked by myself everytime I think of my tone or the things I said.
I have no mood to do anything today seriously. And partially cannot be bothered. No, not bad mood, no mood. Today was a really terrible, horrible day for me, maybe because I was pessimistic from the very beginning but ohwell. It felt like everything was against me. I was just doing things for the sake of doing it. I had no idea what the hell I was doing. Oh ya, I practically slept through 45mins of chinese test, and I left so many dang blanks blanks. I guess thats why they're called blanks. They were ment to be blank anyway. Maybe that's why there was never an answer for us. And I kept getting pissed off today, no, I swear it's not pms. Shiyun was damn cute. I malued myself infront of her. I havent been spending as much time with mich, it makes me sad ): and ldf )):
And yes, I appreciate the letter but I'm not really in the thinking mood today. sorry.
And I just read someone's blog and you know who you are, you made me even more depressed, like you rounded up the whole day for me, thanks for making me worry, again. Fucking stand up for yourself you goondu suckerfish ):
Oh ya, mrs tan is damn nice (: and funny
I'm exhausted. Really.